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09/28/2007 Experiencing No-thing

Experiencing no-thing. 

Once you understand no-thing the next thing to do is to note your experience of it, note it for what it is.  No-thing is no big thing; just about everyone experiences it on and off.  But they pass over the experience.  They either fail to note it, or if they do, they experience as a negative. 

Every time you stop thinking and doing, you pass automatically into the state of no-thing.  You just relax into it. But just because it is no-thing, it tends to escape our notice.  We have a great drive to relax and rest, but when we do it we so unconsciously.  We don't value it; we don't note it or think about it.   Because we don't realize the simplicity of what no thing is, we sometimes go to great lengths to achieve it.  It is like Lamb’s famous essay on the origin on roast pig that some of us were made to read in high school.  Roasting was accidentally discovered when the barn in which the pigs were housed burned down.  So delicious were the burnt pigs that people started to accidentally burn their barns on purpose.  It was not until years later that people realized that you could just build a cooking fire and spare the barn.  And so people go to the similar extremes in sports, drugs, sexuality and spiritual practices just  to stop their minds, when all they really need to do is relax and let go. 

Nobody is no-thing! 

The problem is that in western and westernized societies, with their emphasis on personality with its strong emotions, opinions, and positions, relaxing into no-thing is frequently perceived, both by oneself and others, as being weak or lacking. 

Let me illustrate this with a story. When she was about 12, my daughter Ariel tearfully confessed to me that she was no one.  "All my friends are someone” she sobbed, “but I feel like I'm no one ".  I hastened to reassure her, and then led her to explore the experience without attaching a negative judgment to it.  After a few minutes she opened her eyes, looked at me and smiled "I feel peaceful” she said, “like I’m home”. 

 Ariel’s fears were just one symptom of an all-pervasive misconception in our society, one characterized by a mistaken emphasis on personality, an overvaluing of emotion and a phobia of inner silence. 

Relaxing into it 

As I've said, Accessing the state of no thing is as simple as relaxing, as simple as letting go of all your thinking and your doing.  However simple does it mean easy.  There are some obstacles:   
  • The first obstacle to letting go is thinking that you need to do something, and even more, that you need to think of what to do, when all you really need to do is to stop thinking and stop doing.     
  • The second obstacle to letting is remembering. Letting go is just too simple, too counter intuitive, and in a weird sort of way, too difficult to remember when you're caught in your thoughts and of course, your emotions.
  • The third obstacle to letting go is wanting to.  It is easy let go in theory.  But it is hard to want to when you're caught in your emotions.    
  • The fourth obstacle is the ego.  The ego continually plays tricks to keep us from letting go (of it).  There are two basic kinds of tricks the ego plays.  The first is to convince us that it is necessary, and that letting go of it is counterproductive and even dangerous.  The second is to convince us that we have, in fact, let go.  And that it is what we have let go to.
  • The fifth obstacle to letting go is knowing how to.  It is relatively easy to relax that which you’re consciously of, but far more difficult to let go of what you are unconscious of.  The mind is like an iceberg with only it’s tip jutting into awareness.  You can let go of what you are thinking and doing, but you can't let go of the memories that you are holding in your unconscious mind, the Karma of conclusions and beliefs, until you have some way of accessing them.  For this deep letting go, the letting go of unconscious contents, relaxation is not enough.  You need presence, skill and technique, both for identifying the contents of your unconscious and for letting go of them.  The sacred technology of PsychoNoetics™ develops the consciousness and the techniques for successful letting go.  www.PsychoNoetics.com 
Experiencing as no-thing. 

Once you get into this state of no-thing, however you get there, the world starts to look different.  As you pass through the looking glass from thingness to no-thingness, from duality to nonduality, stillness, peace, clarity and compassion spontaneously emerge. 

In no-thingness you can finally face yourself, not only witnessing your thoughts and feelings but also accepting them and even revising them.  And that's not all.  When we are in our ordinary states of mind we constantly add to our stock of illusions and steadily accumulate Karma. However when access the state of no-thingness, this stops.  Instead of accumulating illusions, we start dispelling them. 

Knowing that nothing is wrong with you and nothing can ever be gradually frees you from self-doubts and defensiveness, so that you can, at long last, get over your story, your illusions and your Karma! 

09/27/2007 Understanding no-thing

 People are starting to talk about no-thing and being no-thing as if it is an established "spiritual fact".  However these same people still feel, talk and act as if there's something wrong with them, which makes think that they are taking the principle of no-thingness on the authority of spiritual teacher, rather than really understanding it.

   It is not enough to take your no-thingness on faith, because only through an understanding it can you realize it, and only by realizing it can it dissolve your feeling of intrinsic wrongness.  So let’s go over the principle.   

No-thing is really very simple, but despite its simplicity or perhaps because of it, it is elusive and sometimes you have to snap into the understanding.  Your ultimate identity, everyone's ultimate identity, is just consciousness.  To envision consciousness it will be helpful to think about space.  Consciousness, like space, is in itself no-thing, but it is the no-thing that holds everything. It is unlimited in its capacity to hold things.  It can hold anything and everything in the unlimited quantity. Also consciousness, like space, is both infinite and infinitely expansive.  Even to call it an "it", is to stretch the meaning of the word.   Consciousness, like space, cannot be good or bad, broken or fixed, here or there, right or wrong.  Really the only things that you can say about consciousness is whether it is empty or not and whether it is unlimited or has a boundary around it.  But when you think about these two statements, they don't really pertain to space, they pertain to what is in the space or around the space.  The space is the space; it is the same whether it is empty or full, limited or unlimited.  The space in the jar is the same as the space outside of it, and whether or not it holds cookies, it is the same space.   

Just as physical space is a constant, (you can eat the cookies and break the jar, and there it still is – space) the space of your consciousness is a constant.  You can contain emotions, beliefs, ideas, memories and so on, in your consciousness and you can let them go.  Your consciousness can be contained (contracted) by a self-image or it can be freed (expanded) by letting go of that self-image. But all that it contains and all that contains it, is inconstant, appearing and disappearing, self create and self destroyed. Consciousness, however big or small, however empty or full, regardless of its contents is constant. It is immutable and immaterial, nothing, no-thing.  You can say something about the contents and its boundaries but you cannot say anything about consciousness itself.  It just is. 

Meditate on this until it snaps into complete understanding.  Until it is obvious; until it is inescapably, self-evidently true, until you realize it. 

09/26/2007 What’s wrong with you? No-thing!

There's something wrong with me and I don't know what it is!

When you rest, where do you rest? Is it emotional pain? Is it in anxiety or downright fear? Is it in a panicky feeling that there is something important that you have to do but you don't know what it is? Most of us feel something like this. Either there is something terribly and mysteriously wrong with us, or something that is lacking. We feel inadequate or defective in some way, or sometimes just feel worthless, even like a "piece of shit"

Whatever form it takes, this thing that we have suspect is wrong with us is our dirty little secret and we spend most of our waking hours not only keeping others from finding it out, but denying it from ourselves.

Which is a shame because I am here to tell you that it is never true. It can't be! Not real-ly. In all of my years counseling people who knew there was something wrong with them, I never encountered one who was right about it. As a matter of fact, I can reassure you, on the authority of my long experience, that your fears are unfounded. However, with only my experience to go on, it is possible that there could be an exception, and if there was an exception, you would probably think that you were it. So I'm not going to speak out of my experience. Instead I'm going to speak from logic and scientific principles. This nothing wrong with you. There can't be, because there can only be something wrong with a thing and you're not a thing. In fact you are nothing at all and no-thing has no qualities. It can't take an adjective; it can't be labeled, described, located, improved upon, created or destroyed. There is no possibility of anything being wrong with no-thing, or, for that matter, right with it! In the same way that there can be something wrong with your car, there can be something wrong with your body and your brain, because they’re things. There can even be something wrong with your ideas, actions and intentions because, in an abstract way, they’re things. On the thingness level, things can be wrong with things and frequently are. But ultimately there can't be anything wrong with you, because you are not a thing. Ultimately you are just consciousness and that is the one thing that isn’t a thing. Consciousness is your real identity.
 

09/25/2007 Coherence, clarity, intention and paranormal abilities

A BEI, (a Belief/Emotion/Intention) is a unit of consciousness.  When BEI's are held in consciousness they create egoic and enoeic (soul body) forms that define and direct the conscious self in question.

 

A BEI can be likened to an electron in a magnet; each one has a negative and positive pole and force field.  The electrons in a piece of iron, before it is magnetized, are incoherent or in disarray.  They face every which way. Because they are in disarray, the forces cancel one another out and their net force is neutral. However, if you subject the self same piece of iron to a strong magnetic field, the electrons line up, i.e. they become coherent, and in becoming so, the piece of iron becomes a magnet i.e. it has a negative and positive pole/field/force. In the same way, an individual consciousness can be coherent or in coherent, and is intention powerful or powerless, depending on whether it's BEI's are in coherence.

 

An additional metaphor can be found in light.  Light from an ordinary source is incoherent, the photons are in disarray and the light disperses as it travels from the source.  As it disperses, it loses power.  However, a laser beam is not incoherent and does not disperse; it holds together and can travel great distances without losing power. 

 

So coherent mind or coherent consciousness is like a laser; it holds together and the power of its intention is not dispersed over distance.  It can be called laser mind or laser consciousness.

 

The ordinary person who has not undergone both awakening and a course of psychonoetic clearing has an intention like an unmagnetized piece of iron or a candle flame, incoherent, internally conflicted and easily dispersed.  However the person that has integrated, awakened and cleared has a mind is like a strong magnet or a laser beam, forceful, brilliant and coherent.    Because their intention is forceful and focused and they can have effects on consciousness, both their own and others, both proximal and distant, that seem both astonishing and paranormal. 

 

The Mind, a metaphor for incoherence

 

The mind is like a living fossil record.  It consists of strata of consciousness of varying densities laid down over time -- in both the enoe (Karmic self or soul body) and ego.  Embedded in these strata, these layers or levels of consciousness are BEI's, fossilized but still active beliefs.  These BEI’s, like electrons, are not only in disarray, facing every which way, but they are also specific to the level of consciousness in which they are embedded.  It is a corollary to this that when they are activated (by association) they activate the level of consciousness in which they are embedded.

The dagnostic process of PsychoNoetics detects and excavates these BEI's from the strata of consciousness in which they are embedded, and opens them to examination and revision at the highest, (hopefully awakened) level of consciousness/realization that the person abides in.

 

This gradually transforms the mind of the individual from an incoherent mix of BEI's on multiple levels of consciousness to a coherent hierarchy of BEI's headed up by an consciousness awakened to its real identity.

 

Whereas the old, incoherent mind has its intention nullified by inner disarray and conflict of the BEI's it holds, the cleared, coherent mind amasses the energies of its innumerable BEI's and directs them with intention.  This is potentially so powerful that the consciousness of one coherent mind creates a field capable of affecting the consciousness not only of another individual, but of the collective consciousness of humanity.  (Subject to certain limitations of course.  For instance, nobody, no matter how powerful, can directly determine the intention i.e. free choice, of another.)

    

Jeff Eisen Ph.D.    805-637-1197   www.Omnius.com

        

09/07/2007 Where Do We Rest

We would do well to start all spiritual investigations and most psychological ones, whether of ourselves or of others, with the question, where do we rest?  When there is nothing that we are doing, nothing we have to do, where do we rest?  In other words, what is our customary experience of ourselves?  This is not only the most central question of all; it is the most profound, and the answer is the most revealing!

 

Resting in unrest

First, ask yourself the question, do you rest at all?  Many of us are usually in a condition of unrest, of having something urgent to do, some wrong to right.  And usually, though we may not admit it, we fear there is something terribly wrong with ourselves.

Look at what you are feeling when you're not doing anything.  Are you at rest, or are you feeling driven - to do something, to change something - ultimately to change who you are, to be someone else?

Also, consider what things you do when you are feeling this way?  What things do you do when you want be resting? Do lists of shoulds arise unbidden in your mind? Do you worry, obsess, make plans or at least lists, clean the house or argue?

And, for that matter, what things do you do to rest?  Do you drink, smoke marijuana, take tranquilizers, overeat, veg out in front of the TV, jog, or have sex?

 

Resting in a belief system

Most of us, when we rest, rest in a belief system.  Within this belief system we become all right and let ourselves rest only when we have fulfilled its conditions, when we have gotten the grades, lost the weight, gotten the job, made the money, married the person, gone to church, got the house, mowed the lawn, accepted the social beliefs and in turn have become accepted by the society.

When we achieve all-rightness, or have at least accepted what it is to be all right, we make a position out of it, and we rest in that position.  Once we have taken our position, we perceive from it and filter reality from it. Which, of course, means that we judge ourselves, evaluate others and even raise our children from it. As long as we’re in a belief system, there's actually no way to proceed.  We have to clear the belief system.

 

A question of identity

This question of where we rest is ultimately a question of identity.  And identity, for most of us, emerges out of our beliefs about ourselves.  Who would we be if we were free of any urgency, any compulsion to change something, particularly to change something about ourselves? Who would we be if we were free of any belief system and most of all, free of any belief that there is something wrong with us?

Ideally, when there is nothing to do, we would be resting in emptiness, in alert beingness, fully present in the present, de-void of any pain, uneasiness, anything that has to be remedied, any defense of our identity, any fear, anxiety or self-doubt, any voices in our head. We would be aware, but aware of nothing, of no-thing.  For this awareness of no-thing is presence, is inner freedom, is inner peace, and is the gateway to the Self.  This awareness of no-thing is the nondual state that spiritual teachers and nondual psychologists are talking about.  It is the eternal now; it is presence.  It is Christ consciousness and Buddha mind.  It is the God within.

It is also our real Self, our ultimate identity.

When we rest in it, we are resting in a place other than our belief identity, our ordinary, personal identity, self-concept or ego. 

The goal of any true transformational practice, whether spiritual or psychological, is to be able to rest - and when resting to rest in this nondual space.  At the same time, because only resting in nonduality lets us see what positions we are holding, our transformational practices have to encompass the goal.  For only when we let go to nonduality, to emptiness, can we notice what we have been (habitually) holding, what we have been resting in, and what we were doing to endure or avoid it.  Paradoxically, it is only in emptiness that we have a place to stand in and to notice from.  And only when we notice what we have been holding, can we let go of it.

So accessing nonduality and resting in it is the true goal of all spiritual practices, all forms of meditation, Advaidic inquiry, Yoga, chanting, spiritual music, Sufi whirling and the like.  When they bring us nonduality, then and only then do we become aware of our usual states of being, feel the way they have been imprisoning our spirit and appreciate the desirability of letting them go! 

The evolutionary dialectic of psychospiritual transformation, then, is to access emptiness, notice our usual states of consciousness by their absence, resolve to let go of them when they arise again, and by letting go return to emptiness.  As this process is repeated time and time again, our consciousness spirals upwards, our belief identity unwinds and our real identity becomes realer.  In addition, less of our time is spent in the former and more in the latter, until ultimately whenever we rest, we do so in nonduality.

When the final goal is reached, meditative practices and therapeutic techniques cease to serve any transformational purpose and can be reserved for maintenance.  The practices are the means, never the end.  Once the far shore is reached, the raft can be chopped up for firewood.

 

The selfless self

Resting in our true identity, in nonduality, in the selfless Self, is the starting point, the point of the origination for all true human endeavors, individual, collective, and even evolutionary.  For if we are not in our true identity; we are not coming from truth.  We are in a belief system, a position, a self-concept.  We are in a false identity and anything that we say, think or do, whatever its merits, is a defense of that false identity, a compensation and a reaction.  As such, it cannot be wholly true.  Only when we build on the foundation of our true identity, do we build on reality, and only when we build on reality, can we build a viable personality, viable relationships, and a viable society.                               

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